As a runner, what is the one thing you dread to hear? For
me, it was “you’ve injured your knee and need to rest from running for the next
three months”. It was like someone sucker punched me in the gut. I was fighting
back tears in the Orthopedic office as the doctor brought in a surgeon that
specialized in patella stabilization. Basically the MRI revealed that I had
some cartilage damage under the patella and the doctor said that it was caused
from my patella popping out of its groove. My mind was going blank and a wave
of nausea came over me as they both talked about surgery. Thank goodness my
background is in Physical Therapy so I already knew most of what they were
talking about. My mind just could not focus in. Finally I heard the words
“rehab” come out of the doctor’s mouth and I forced myself to listen. The
doctor felt that if I could strengthen the muscles on my injured leg, both my
hips and work on stretching then I might be able to avoid surgery and get back
to my running. The doctor was giving me three months to do my own rehab and
then I had to report back for a follow up where we would decide if I’ve done
enough on my own or if surgery was the next step. I was also given a Donjoy patella
stabilization brace to wear when working out and basically wear anytime that I was not
elevating my leg on the couch with ice.


As my follow up appointment was about two weeks away, I felt
that I was ready to test the water. I emailed my Orthopedic doctor and asked if
I could experiment some with a few light runs before I came back to see him.
Surprisingly he agreed! I was able to do a couple of half mile runs and then a
couple of 1 mile runs but only if my knee didn’t swell and I had to be pain free. I
also had to run at a slow pace on a solid surface. Done and done!

Over those next two weeks I worked my way up to a 1 mile run.
I listened to my body and knew when to take it slower. As I sat in the waiting
room for my follow up, I found myself texting back and forth with my BRF from
back home. I was looking for comfort and support because all I wanted to do was
vomit. My body was shaking and my mind was racing. This was judgment day and I
was scared to hear what the doctor had to say. I could tell that the doctor saw
my worry as he entered in the room. Right away the doctor gave me hope as he
told me how much stronger my leg looked. The doctor took some measurements,
moved my leg around and had me do a series of movements. I was told to continue
with my strengthening, wear my brace only when being active and that I could
start increasing my miles. Of course the first thing out of my mouth was “do
you think I can get myself ready for a 50K trail race in four months”. The
doctor gave a little chuckle and told me yes but that I need to really ease
back into the distances and to stay on even ground for the first little bit.
Done and done!! I was left with a warning though, if my patella was to pop out
of the groove again then I need to come back in for it to be looked at and will
need to have a serious talk about surgery.
So here I am, one whole week into my 50K training. I’m
feeling good and taking it slow. I’ve had a few 2 mile runs, some strength
training days and completed my first long run. Even though my long run was only
5.25 miles (4 running miles and 1.25 walking miles) it is the longest distance
since my 16 mile long run back in July and I’m pretty proud of it. I’m taking
it one day at a time and making sure to listen to my body. I’ve got my eye on
the Griffith Park 50K Trail race in 2018 and then a whole list of races to do
after that.